Rabu, 26 Oktober 2011


"Kalau tidak kerana dia, saya akan bertanggungjawab ke atasmu."

Sungguh.
 Kamu tidak akan tahu 
betapa payah 
saya menafikan
 keinginan saya 
demi kamu. 
Semua kebaikan untukmu. 
Hanya itu mahu saya.

- rahsia.

Selasa, 18 Oktober 2011

HANZALAH
________________________________________

Bicara Hati : Aku mahu lebih mengenalimu. Dirimu hebat, syahidmu pejuang jihad. Aku mahu lebih mengenalimu. Izinkan Ya Allah.

Isnin, 17 Oktober 2011


She was the best of womankind in her lifetime. She was the daughter of Khuwailid Ibn Asad Ibn ‘Abdu-l-Uzza Ibn Qusayy Ibn Kilab. She was from the tribe of Quraish and of Bani Asad and was called the chaste woman. She was born in a house of glory and leadership fifteen years the Year of the Elephant and brought up in an honorable house. She was a rational and venerable woman. She was famous for her strictness, reason, and decency. Because of this, whe was respected and desired by the elite of her tribe.

            She got married to Abu Halah Ibn Zararah of Tamimi-tribe and gave birth to Halah and Hind. After the death of Abu Halah, she married ‘Ateeq Ibn ‘A’iz Ibn ‘Abdullah who was from the tribe of Bani Makhzum. They stayed together for a period of time before separation.

            Then, she refused many proposals and marriage made by venerable men. She devoted her life for her children and towards managing her trade. She was wealthy and used to hire men to manage her trade as partners.

            Being informed of the Prophet Muhammad’s truthfulness, integrity and good manners before his Messengership, she entrusted him to run her trade accompanied by her slave Maysarah in ash-Sham (Syria) and promised to pay to him more than others. The Prophet agreed and travelled with Khadija’s slave. He achieved great gains by Allah’s willing. Khadija was quite pleased with his achievements. But what pleased and gained her admiration even more was Muhammad himself.

            She started to think of him and found herself attracted to Muhammad emotionally. She had never felt such emotion before. But she started to wonder. Would he accept her proposal since she was forty years and he was only twenty-five? How could she face those whom she refused of the masters of Quraish before?

            Meanwhile, her friend, Nafisa Bint Munabbih, entered and started to talk with her until she made her disclose what perplexed her. Then she comforted her and reminded her of his good character, lineage, wealth and grace over all those venerable men who sought to marry her.

            No sooner did Nafisa leave Khadija than she (Nafisa) went to Muhammad. She intuitively asked him, “Why did you not marry, Muhammad?” He answered, “I cannot afford marriage.” She smiled and said, “If there is anyone who could be eligible would you agree?” He asked, “Who is she?” She said instantly, “Khadija Bint Khuwailid.” He said, “I would agree if she did.”

            Nafisa instantly went to Khadija to tell her the good news. On the other hand, Muhammad told his uncles about his wish to marry Khadija. Then. Abu Talib, Hamza and others went to Khadija’s uncle, Amr Ibn Asad and betrothed his niece and offered him the dowry.
…to be continued.
Demi sinar bahagia
Ku hambakan diri, padaNya Yang Esa.

__________________________________

Keep walking.
=)

Sabtu, 15 Oktober 2011


Dari Subuh hingga sore
Ma'thurat dilagukan
Atas sejadah itulah
Dia tetap meneliti,
mengurai maksudnya.

Sepertiga malam
Jadi saksi
Kebangkitan hamba-hamba yang rindu
Rindu akan kasihMu.

Alunan warkah cinta
Syahadat selawat dilagu-lagukan
Subuh hingga sore petang

Dalam sepi
Alam hitam tanpa bulan
Disitulah hamba mencariMu Tuhan.

Rindu.
andai sahaja Allah izin
mahu sahaja saya jauh dari dia

andai sahaja Allah izin
saya tidak mahu ambil peduli soal dia

namun dengan izin Allah juga
saya mendepani takdir ini
dan saya harus melewatinya 

dengan sabar
penuh tenang

kerna saat ini 
saya belum tahu jawab rencanaNya.

Allah.

Rabu, 12 Oktober 2011

Munajat di penghujung tinta.

Demi usia
yang tidak semakin bertambah

Demi senggang waktu
yang kian terhimpit.

Demi dua jiwa
bersegeralah!

Dan demi 24 tahun
yang kupinjam dari Dia untuk kehidupan ini

Dan demi saat yang nanti, nanti
Mungkinkah jadi milik kita lagi?

Demimu ummi,
dan demimu ayah
yang tiada pernah putus doa
mendoakan jiwa ini terus bisa hidup
mandiri
akhirnya.

Rindu.

Selasa, 11 Oktober 2011

Random Convocation 2011 of Best Friend Forever FiLlah!

Alhamdulillah! Syukur 'ala kulli nikmat. 
Alhamdulillah Ya Allah, foR never lasting ukhuwah fi l-Lah, insya Allah!

Persembahan ini istimewa untuk akhawat BF3. Buat tatapan yang jauh. Buat renungan bagi yang dekat. Dan ingatan bagi yang merasai detik-detik ini.

Day 1
- Lawatan tidak rasmi mantan NYDP di gerai Citarasa Darul Naim'11 adik-adik.



Day 2 
- Jalan-jalan cari buku di Masjid Jamek bersama Cik Zainab & adik Nurul Husna. 



- Selepasnya, bergegas pulang ke UM. Menikmati kemeriahan FEKUM'11.


Dalam perjalanan balik, terserempak adik Ahmad Bashier. Seorang YB yang berjaya tampil dalam rancangan Nasi Lemak Kopi O di TV9. Bangga dengannya.



Day 3
- Meraikan graduasi adik Nurul Husna bersama mantan NYDP PMK - Cik Zainab & Ex-officio PMK - Ustaz Zul Amirul. Tahniah adik! Moga terus sukses demi agama, dan masyarakat! :)



Day 4 
- Malam meraikan graduan PMK 2011. Tahniah! 



Malam terakhir.



Sekian.

"Semoga begini juga keadaannya bila kita bertemu di syurga nanti. Bahkan lebih indah! Insya Allah. Bersama kita berusaha ke arahnya. "

Akhir kata, uhibbukum fi l-Llah! ^^
SITI NABILAH OTHMAN

'Berjalanlah tanpa henti,
demi menemukan...

kehidupan lalu.'

Cari redhaNya. Gapai redhaNya. Berusaha ke arahnya.

"Rabbi yassir wala tu'assir, permudahkan kembara ini.
Ameen Ya Allah."

Isnin, 10 Oktober 2011

11.10.2011.

SELAMAT HARI LAHIR untuk saya!
SANAH HELWAH Nabilah!

Moga terus sukses dunia, akhirat.
Moga selamat dunia, akhirat.

Begitu doa ummi
Begitu pesan sahabat.

Terus berjalan...tanpa henti.

Keep fighting!
Moga Allah permudahkan segala.

Insya Allah!
Ameen.

Ahad, 2 Oktober 2011

Satu ruang
yang tiada cahaya

Fikiran menerawang
terbang

satu hari
saya akan kehilangan dia

pasti
kehilangan dia.